My blog has about died and dried up I don't have many readers any more. 
I am now writing it just for myself. 
anybody else who reads is welcome to tag along...
I told myself it didn't matter. 
but somehow it still does.  

This is about the most important thing I'll ever say in my blog,  

Even if nobody reads it I should write it. I have had many insightful moments while blogging. 
Struggling to express things that I am thinking or feeling helps me understand me better.
I can't please everyone, so I have to focus on making myself happy.  

Maybe no one will visit my blog, That definitely was a valid concern. but not anymore. 
I have decided it isn't worth worrying about